Anyway?

I can't find myself
In my body
In my mind
In my words

What is wrong with me?

I can't find myself
In my room
In my study
In my bed 

Where am I then? 

I can't find myself anywhere
Shall I switch off the light?
Shall I go to sleep? 
Shall I borrow a piece of me
From my buried past 
For tomorrow, anyway?